Judi Loses Both Parents
Judi has been going through a lot these few months. On Christmas day, she lost her dad, she got in trouble with the police when TMZ leaked that video and today she revealed that she her mother died from lung cancer. She is the only child. I can only imagine what she is going through right now.
On Instagram she wrote a heartfelt message to her mother.
She also took a vow to stop smoking and drinking
I love you mom. You were suppose to beat lung cancer. You were suppose to be here to see me get married and meet your grand children. You were suppose to come home to the house you worked so hard for to keep up and to keep a roof over my head whenever I messed up because let's be honest it was all the time. But I knew I had you. Thru thick and thin. I knew all you lived for was me. And honestly, all I lived for was you. I wanted to make you proud. Let you know your ONLY child was ok no matter what state city town. No matter how I was portrayed on TV, you cared. You cared a lot because you knew that was not me. Fuck TV. I don't care. I was there with you in your final months, final days, final hours. In a short period of time I realized what was truly important to me and I am so happy I was there for your final steps into the kingdom of heaven. I want you to be here. But that is selfish. You were in so much pain. So much pain you hid from me. I can only imagine how much more you kept hidden to protect me. I kissed you. I touched you. I felt you. I took your last breath with you. And I promise you, I will not disappoint you. God gave me two strong parents. Two strong successful parents. Not to let me be weak, a failure. But to follow in your footsteps. And I promise Til the death of me anything I do, I will think about you before I do it. You are within me. Every Creole meal, every rose I see, every animal I save, every breath I take... It's for you. I love you so much mommy. Your only child will make you proud. And now I have a bigger calling. And that's making you happy. I love you. And always have. RIP mom. I will finish school, but as of now, not for TV. Now my goal is to find a cure for cancer. And to help others not go thru what I am. I know you are up there with dad, Pansy, your loved ones. I will forever live In your legacy. Thank you for everything mom!!!!!!!!!
She also took a vow to stop smoking and drinking
I will never pick up another bottle of liquor or smoke another cigarette a day in my life!!!!! That's what my mom would want she told me so
— IG: missjudijai (@JUDiJAiKRAZi) March 1, 2015
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Wow
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